Abidah Har: August 2009

Past, Present and Future!

Once upon a time, there was a boy and a girl who lived at the same area and same primary school too. But they didn’t know they lived same village and they not very close friend at school. When the boy with his little baby brother and his maid walked outside his house and the girl with her maid play outside her house too. By a sudden, the boy saw the girl and he called out the girl name and wave at girl with smile and the girl wave at him too. Now they known they lived same area and same primary school. The next morning at school, they talked and become close friend. The boy gave his house telephone number at the girl. And than, they want home from school and ate their lunch with their family. When the girl finished ate her lunch, she telephones the boy to tell that she wants to come over to his house to play. The girl big brother sends her to the boy house. And than, they play together and play train toy. They had so much fun. Now there become best friend, always together but at school they didn’t best friend like just friend, but at home they really close, in the afternoon they always play together and study together.

The next 3 years, the boy made friend with the girl brother and the girl made friend with his little brothers and sister. And also they had to split school because the girl result got worse and her mother had to move her to another school. And the girl had to repeat and the boy continued his grade. But they still best friend and not that so close than in the past.

The next 3 years, they both studied at secondary school but far 1 year but they still best friend. When they both had hand-phone, the boy massage the girl “Hello, may I know who you are?”. And than the girl reply “My name…..and May I know who you are”. After that, the boy massage the girl again “Tomorrow in the morning, you look outside and you will know who.” And than, the girl reply “Sorry I can’t because I have school in the morning”. Finally the boy reply “I’m -_ _ _ -“, when the girl received and read the last message and she known already that the boy message her and she just smile. The next day, they met in the evening back from school. The girl came at his house with her big brother. And they both chit-chat and the big brother said “Do you know this number?” at the boy. The boy replies “No”. And than, the girl chit-chat with his friends and he/she said “He’s hate you” and the girl believed he/she. After that, the girl didn’t want to talk with the boy and she just keeps quiet and upset. At the night, the girl messages the boy and at the end they fight. The next night, their friends help them to stop fight and some of their friend e-mail the girl and wrote “Stop fight, you both are friend and it’s just misunderstanding……….” And the girl had been thinking likely, and she decides to make peace with the boy. And next 2 nights, the girl send a letter “I’m sorry” and her friends help her to give the letter to the boy. And the boy replies her letter “its ok and next time don’t do that” and now they become friends and best friends back. But the next day afternoon, the girl decided not to make friend with the boy anymore and she think that, if they make friends again and they will fight again. So the girl met the boy and told him “We should not be friend anymore and if we and we will fight again” and the boy said “Ok!” and he ran away from the girl. The boy really upset. And than in the evening, they met again but now with their friends, her big brother and his siblings. And the girl thinks again and she just makes it more badly. The girl decided to make the boy happy again. The girl gave the boy chocolate but it’s not work and she tried gave him ice-cream but still the boy unhappy. After that, the girl decided to go to his house and face to face apologies to him. But she’s not come alone, she bring her big brother. When arrived at the boy house, the girl asked her brother to help her up and met the boy to go outside and meet her. And than, they both met and the girl start “I’m sorry, I didn’t meant to do that.” And the boy said “It’s ok”. And now they both become friends again but not very closed and not understand each other anymore. Holiday school they hang-out and the girl big brother and the their friends play at another house. The girl and he played with his cousin and his little brother at his house. But they still bored. When the boy mother asked him to take the sand and put it in the hole. And he took it and he used his mother high-heels, which make the girl laugh and asked the boy to go to shopping complex by using high-heels and will give him five dollars. But the boy want and must give him ten dollars. And they both keep laughing. And the girl had an idea and she asked him, his cousin and his little brother to go to shop buy some spray party and the girl gave them money. When they arrived, the girl quickly took her spray and than she spray at the boy face. And than, the boy spray back but the girl ran away and the boy followed her and spray at her hair and the girl spray at the boy face again. At that time, they really had fun time and the best time they ever had.

The next year (become teenage), the girl decided to tell the boy the truth that she LOVE him so much. And she asked some of their friends to tell the boy and their friends went to the boy's house and met him and tell him that the girl LOVES him, but the boy didn’t believe it. The next 2 years they both always fight and always misunderstand. When they fight and the next day peace and make friends again and the next 3 days fight again and than peaceful. The next year, the girl can’t hold it on anymore and she must tell the boy the truth. And the girl messages the boy, unfortunately that time the boy having girl-friend already. And the girl said “I like you…….” And than the boy reply “Same but I have been taken already”. The girl really upset. But the girl not give up, she tired until they couple. The next 11 months, the girl open house and she invited the boy. When the boy when home and online, the girl online too and they chit-chat on MSN. And than, the girl tried again, she said “I like you” and the boy reply “Who else you like?”. The girl reply “I like my family and you, do you like me?” and the boy reply “I like you, but it’s not the time I have important to do………”. And the girl really happy and decide to wait for him. At the same month, the girl give the boy comment but he didn’t reply and she decided to make unpleasant and angry comment at him. And the boy reply with his anger and nasty words at the girl and she felt very hurt when she read it. And she learned something from the boy message “Friendship never ends, only if you know how to take care someone’s feeling” and she also learned new word “Childhood”.

The next year, some happening like the past few years which are fight and friend back again and than fight and friend again. But now the girl decided to hangout with the boy hang-out at different place. When holiday school, they hang-out at Mall. And they both had fun and they took some picture of themselves. At that year, the girl had big important exam and when she had, some her ex-boy friend found her new e-mail and he add it. When the girl accept it, and first she and her ex-boy friend didn’t know each other yet. The girl looked back at those e-mail and than she realized it was her ex-boy friend e-mail. She decided to ask him “You and your ex-girl friend break up at your both important exam?” and he reply “Yes” and than she asked again “She school at……..” and than he reply “Yes” and than she told him the truth that she was his ex-girlfriend. And he said “Thank god,………….” And he said again “I want to go back with you”, and the girl said “No, I don’t want.” And they fight. After that, the girl needed help from the boy (her best friend) and she told him. The girl said “My ex-boy friend wanted to go back with me and he focus me….” And the boy replies “Just ignore him and just tell him you don’t want…..” and the girl said again “He wait for me, like 3 years” and she look at the boy, he look like unhappy when she said that. After that, he said “Well, just go back with him!” and than she reply “I don’t want and I’m waiting for someone right now” and he looked at her and said “Who?”. The girl reply “Can’t tell” and than they both back home. The girl think and how selfish she is, like that time is suitable for her to tell him that she waiting for him and it in front of her face already but her mouth hard to say the 3 words at him. And the girl decided to tell the truth again and she message him and told him that he is the person she waiting for. But the boy didn’t reply. And than, the boy online and she online too, she text the boy and said “I love you and I’m waiting for you…” and the boy said “I know!” and she reply “Well, do you?” and the boy said “No, I’m sorry”. After that, the girl getting mental and she said “Kill me!” at her nick. And she confused which want is right. The first time he said “Yes!” but he had girl friend at that time and second time he said “Yes!” but he had important exam at that time. Third time “No!”. The girl really confused which want is right. She really mental and wanted to kill herself. The next few days, she read at the boy comment from his cousin “Just accept her and if she kill herself you will regret” and than, the girl said in her heart “Why he must fell regret? And he must be happy because I will never disturb him anymore”

The next day, at school the girl told her friends and she said “He will regret because he makes you upset” and the girl believed it. Start from that day the boy and the girl not talking and ignore each other the next month, the girl’s house had functions for the hold month. And her mother invites the boy and his family at their function. First function, the girl’s father bring the boy inside the house and when she saw him, she really angry and hate him. She just ignores him. Second function, the girl revision inside her room and she didn’t know that the boy was there down stair. When the girl finish revision, she decided to see who came and than she saw his siblings and she went down stair and saw him. She mad at her sister “Why you don’t tell that he comes?” and her sister said “I don’t know he comes”. And than, she decide to ignore him and went to her brother’s room. And talked to his siblings, but when the girl wanted to go out the room, the boy came and he just smiles. The girl smiles back. And she decided to sit downstairs and for a few minutes the boy went downstairs and he saw the girl and he started to talk and asked about the girl exam. Third function until the end of the function, they both started to makes friends again.

The next year (every-things change), the boy and the girl started to fight again because of misunderstanding. And the boy had girl friend at that time. And than, the girl misunderstanding with the boy’s girl friend and she told the boy’s siblings about his girl friend. And than, his sibling told him about the girl mad at him and his girl friend. When the girl online and the boy online too, the boy text her and asking about between her and his girl friend. And he felt sorry at her and he decided to meet and solve this problem. After that the boy and the girl met and he gave her chocolate for “SORRY”. And than, the girl forgive him and they started to talk and tell what happened and help each other. And the girl promise to him that she wants to slap his face until he realize and change back to the first person she met in the past 11 years. But she can’t do it. And the boy and the girl become friends and best friends back; they also make some promise, if happen to each other just tell and no more secret. The next day, they met but at night the girl decided to tell the truth that she told her siblings about him and his girl friend. The boy was really angry and at that time to the boy and the girl had something important exam. So the boy decided to take “BREAK” and than she just accepts it up. In the few days, the boy messages the girl about his girl friend but unfortunately, its just misunderstanding. And than everything back to normal. In the next 3 months, the boy changes, which make the girl really happy because he started to remember her name and nice to her. But back of the story, he has new girl friend. She really mad when she heard it and she said in her heart “Where is the promise? And he become liar friend” and she really annoys with the boy attitude since he change a lot. She really hurt at that time, when she tired to propose the boy at MSN, but he just keeps quiet and offline. But for his new girl friend, they just met a week or 1 day become couple already. The things that annoy her very much, for her is EXPANSIVE but for his girl friend is CHEAP. All she wants is a truth without the truth will have misunderstanding and will make worst. And she isn’t a robot that doesn’t have feeling, she is a HUMAN that has feeling when she gets hurt she cries and when she get happiness she smile.

When it’s come to his birthday, she wishes to greet him but she won’t any more. She wants to change like him and treat him back, how he treat her before. She wants revenge and she really miss the old him. And she realizes year by year the boy will change one by one. And also she regret make friend with the boy. Sometime, she asked herself, why she make friend with him, why she falling in love with him, why and why. The questions in her head can’t remove or erase it. One thing that the girl wanted to wish is “If she can build Time-Travel and she will travel in the past and meet the boy, asked him no need to change and just stay and tell him the truth that she LOVE him so much. Unfortunately, its too late already, the boy changes far away already. She regret makes friend with the new him. The things that she understand about this boy is, when the boy meet or have new friends or girl friend he ignore or heartless the girl, but when the boy lost his new friends or girl friend he find or need the girl. And she isn’t a teddy bear when he has new teddy bear he will throw the old teddy bear in the dust bin but when he break or lost the new teddy bear he will try to find the old teddy bear.

The girl asked her friends,
“Having friendship or childhood is fun?”
They said;
“Yes,”
The girl tell them the truth
“Yes, if they know how to control and take care their feelings and the friendship”
“No, if one of them changes, everything will change too. Some will always misunderstanding which can make argument.”
“The FUN only when we understand each other, cares each other will make peaceful friendship and also FUN only, when KIDS only”
“If they change, it’s hard to asked them to be the old you”
“Sometime, when they change a lot, we will felt regret make friends with them in the first place”

In the past, the first boy she met was very friendly, funny, nice, understanding and always cares each other, if promise is a promise. But in the present, the boy she met is unfriendly, unfunny, craziness, selfishness, misunderstanding and stupid. How about in the future?

The end!

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